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guess where i am? CB bandar. round d gdg tadi p ramai sana. i need a quiet place. so.. here i am ok actually i dont like that smiley face. aha. damn i got home prob yatah i wanna be out tonite. tadi ptg dah kan jln p tetdur heh. anyway im alone here. i offer day only but she is unavailable. yg lain aku mls mbil. heheh. sorry girls. loner ku mlm nie. kn sma ady tdi p no reply awal2 tu.. tetdur ya tadi. its okay i dont mind. since hatiku nie bersedih bnr dh dgn hal rmh tu.. here i am again, alone here. much peaceful…

still feel that i wanna cry. klu nada org cnie nie menangis ku kali eh.. i hate that my nini treated rudely oleh *someone*. n that *someone* is of cz, older than me. bnr plg ah nini2 nie pyh kn d jga kali.. i mean, tau la org tua.. byk ulah apa… p phm2 la nini tu org tua. nda jua kan d ulahkan catu. me? bnr plg i dont really talk to her p respect la still. skali tadi aku lwnkn nini la, sal aku sasax dah everyday bah mulut *someone* tu ckp sal nini sja. mcm.. stress jua ku tu. mun kan stress, stress tah sorang2. aku g byk benda kan d stress kan. sasaxku. ah yth kan.. aku plg TROK BRABIS kna marahi. kn kna slap sja nda. sal ku branti melwn. klu ku nda branti kna kali sdh eh. mlsku melwn g krg makin worst. sma jua ia org tua. slama nie sbr ja ku sal ya la.. bri mls kn melwn org tua anie nda berkat hidup krg. p DAMN tdi tu.. i hate that *someone*. p since that *someone* is my family n is older than me.. i guess.. i cant hate.. like really2 hate. i dont want to, but i was treated that BADLY tadi. banciku. aku g jenis nda dpt kna tgur ckit d rmh tu. benci benci. smpai ku nda ikut mbil mama tdi ptg d airport. mls kan mliat muka *someone* ah. hm.. benci..

n, painfully, baru jua ku kan 100% cure ckit from my sad past, yg kdg2 buat aku nangis jua slalu.. n anie g dtg home prob. mixed bah. bri kn nangis lagi. p actually bth plg sdh n i got lots lots of home prob.. (aka family prob, which slalu buat ku nangis jua) im still not okay sal d rmh tdi. kan nangis sja ku mun teingat. anie jua nie time blogging nie p thn la. public yo.. bri malu. heh. n i dont noe why i blog my very personal home prob here. i dont usually do this p ntah.. not minta simpati.. i just wanna let it out.. hm~ benci……

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hey.. above was made msa d cb p nda smpat save d fs. connection cawee.. ehe. then 11.30 i went to wywy sengkurong.. aga my sis. feel much better now. p cawee jua connection nya. nie d rmh dah.. 1.30ish la smpai rmh.. n before that ku ke gdg arah sai. bhpa nah? mbil lagu. hahaha desperate tah ku sdh ku. hehe kn dwnload sndiri p nda tau apa lagunya pedah jua tu. d msg ia anie balik2, nda jua ingat yg mnasatu. nah… snggup eh ngambil sndiri. mun tnggu monday batah g. yth. hehe the song is imran ajmain - seribu tahun. yeah sad love song. i dont noe why i desperately like it tiba2. haha apakan. dlu sai mlr dgr nda ku ingau/kelawahan bnr. but 2 days ago the lyric keeps on bugging my head~~~ so… dpt la ku sdh lagu tu. thanx sai :p

ya allah ya tuhanku.. selamatkan lah aku.. amin.. hmm.. ntah ler.. im still up.. its 3ish am.. i was supposed to be sleeping with a pleasant dreams but.. aku tlalai chat. plus im chattin wv a new msn fren bru add aku n im chattin wv a sweet boy haha he’s always sweet to me since we noe each other. n im calling him the sweet talker sometimes. haha *jhat*

hmm.. hesh.. gila ku subuh nie. nda plg ku mrh, kecalian sja. ntah ah talor jua aku nda mrh ah. p bnr la cali to me sja~ hmmmmm forget it.

ey.. i belum cakap selamat hari raya rite in my blog? ykah? heh.. if so.. SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN to all my frens.. hehe sorry lambat. mls bah buka fs ah.. minta maaf if ada slh yg kecil or besar2an. ehe..

sdh ckp kh jua nie.. i dont really go braya tahun nie but smpai la dh hajat kan braya ke rmh kwn2 d tutong. 2 yrs kn invite nda ikut.. anie.. smpai la hajat ke sna. hehe. n convoy dgn kwn baru g tu.. org automotive.. like wow.. unbelievable. p drg.. hehe cali la siuk.. we had fun driving laju2 n last house was one of the automotive’s house.. ahir lgi sdh tu.. ia pun klt mta.. haha siuk la. one thing to reminisce

yawns.. ku patut nya buat cookies bh nie.. esok pgi.. p anie aku ahir dh tdur nada ku bgn pagi awal.. cala eh. esok g ada 3 open houses.. i still dont decide to go wv who.. either alone.. (loners jua tu ah ;p) or wv ady or wv frens. hmm.. probably wv frens. maybe..

hmm.. semenjak attachment nie.. ish ish.. byk ku tau erti kehidupan. hahaha kejiwa bah. i noe some abt guys, i meet new ppl wv diff attitude.. biasa la tu ah.. mcm2. mcm nda biasa nina ah.. heh.

yeay.. i miss my laptop! i miss my msn a lil n i miss blogging. fs nda plg brapa. blogging bah… adeh bru jua klmarin antar hari nie siap. mwahaha p bth ku nda online2.. sal ku sasax prob laptop nie.. den few days before tu.. nda mau bah laptop ah.. restart2 sja. sasaxku. rupanya…… beveerus. virus bah! heh. trok eh. hehe aku ada ceta cali wa.. ada org call kelmarin ptg.. aku g bz time tu..

me: hello

guy: hello~ boleh bercakap dgn nina?

me: ah? (kira bnr kh nie serius jua org anie~)

guy: boleh bercakap dgn nina?

me: NTAH KO SAI !

guy: ah.. anie dri c.f.king…

me (bangang skajap.. sal byk bh nama company ku tliat time buat kraja tu..): oh.. ee! sorry ah ku pkir kwnku..

guy: ah ok tu nda papa..

bla bla bla ya ckp laptop ku be virus.. bla bla.. n den b4 tutup aku ckp sorry g. bwahahahaha. mentel aku ah tarus ckp NTAH KO SAI. hehe bkn waa… kn pagi nya sai call dri ofis asking something n kira bwa ckp2 la jua.. (which to me ngacau.. heheh jgn mare~ cbuk wa.. plus i dont dare betpon2.. work time kali ah~ duduk g semeja dgn other staff.. takut jua ku tu.. hehe..) skali ptgnya ada num start 22***** so i tot around bndr la n i tot sai call.. suaranya g mcm sai.. haha yth! tkluar plg NTAH KO SAI. hahaha ku antar lappy tgharinya.. hm.. sian laki2 c.f.king tu i wonder who tadi sal org ku bgi laptop klmarin lain n yg lyn tdi lain. hehe.. mls tia kali melyn aku. hehehe sorry to the caller~

hmm.. very tired wo bekerja ini.. p kan.. time bekraja atu ok plg… TIME BGN WAA.. MLS WA KN BGN TU.. huhu n mesti tdur awal eh time2 kraja nie.. takut ngalih if nda cukup bnr tdur. really. i need to sleep early. p hmm.. lps ada laptop nie nda ku tau ah.. hari tu ku awal tdur sja b4 12am cz laptop ku rosak n andang ku kn awal jua bah.. p today.. its after 12am dah.. msih ku dgn laptop nie bah.. hmm.. esok tdur awal eh! ya ya ya

bth nda blogging ah.. ada plg rsa2 kn blogging b4 nie p oleh kerana bz wv cookies n bz wv other things, mls th ku. plus.. actually i dont wanna blog here g. hehe anie aku mls mmbuka site atu yth blog ja cnie. hehe pemls~ biasak ah~

bah nina tdur! nite2 everyone.

hmm.. i noe that i said i wana post that shawty lyric but then anie.. mls ku nda jua papa kan. ehe. hey.. im addicted to drugz now. haha wat i mean is.. i like a song by neyo call "drugz". nice rNb. new or old song i dont noe. i just found it last night n i like it.. for now. the melody that is. wanted to embed the song here p esh.. ngak ada.. belum d jumpahin. antams ninz.

tonight.. i mean now.. my mood is just.. mellowish. probably bcz of this druggie song. uhu esok start attachment.. lagi takut.. but.. go on girl~ u have been into torture chamber last year.. n anie.. ntah ah. hehe hope not another torture chamber. really. attaching at bandar.. mcm.. immune tah plg. ehe. was thinking il be out of bandar areas. n attaching wv govt offices or somewhere calmer~ but hmm.. il take it. experience more on this type of company. so yeah~ il be there wv dear nephew haha. (of course il be there!!! daa.)

im sleepy but i still wanna be online.. for an hour more? ehe.. oh.. september is gone… n its october now.. oh well.. happy 6th years to me n my mwahz today. love you syg.. always.

hehehe hi ppl. im back. daa. tutup bah cfking tadi nda jdi reformat sorry mizah~ i really nda tau. huhu atu kan semangat dah tani kan reformat. n plan to revise serevise2nya wvout our dear laptop. haha anyway nothing much today.. we played bowling jua tadi hehe. mizah tu jadi alarm. klu nda, nada bgnnn. kacau eh. haha after that.. went to coffee zone.. kan transfer files mez arah hard disk ja deh.. jgn pkir lain yo~ n then we went to cfking p tutup pastu balik. pastu i was so tired n sleepy so i slept til ady dtg to fetch me mkn sungkai d kg. hehe syok la tadi d kg nda ramai. klu ramai tu malu i wa~ dah tah kana ucap nda saiz jadi budak pemalu. bwahaha jhat kna nyaya saja bah.

hm.. siuk jua ah font bsr nie. maybe im gonna use it for awhile hehe. okeh then i cant be online long enuff cz *ahems* til then ppl. love yous.

p/s: nice pinky font.

yeay~~ i miss buluging. bru bis washing some2 dishes before i go up to my room. p… mcm kan stay ku msih d dapur nie.. aha.. krg tah naik. im comfortable dah d cnie wv the loud songs blaring from my baby ash, chatting wv the berries and air-cond switched on.

im feeling better now dari tadi. haha was feeling a bit CRANKY. no.. not a bit.. mentel ku tarus2 tadi! hahaha abis kluar sumpah seranah ku(dlm hati anie la ah~) hehe. nda wa.. i is thinking to reformat my baby ash.. sis said aritu she will accompany me ke sana.. arah her friend.. so that it will be cheaper ckitttt.. skali i asked her whether tomorrow would be ok.. cz tau la ia atu busy memanjang. skali mcm nya "eh sejak bila ku bejanji kan membawa kauu?" like bsr2 lgi ia bckp tu mna ku nda mentel tarus2. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa skali aku terangkan lah ia pernah gtau aritu then she said "sorry na aku bz buat kuih" n then.. ok. fullstop. heh. i understand that so ok. il just go wv mez without paying cheaper price nanti. hmph. i tak suka la kna basari suara. benci. p anie im okay plg sdh. haha d bawa dgr lagu rock bsr2. :P~

font ku pun bsr nie dari usuals. garam jua hati nie rasanya msih. heh. hmmmmmmmm amir was asking me tadi if i wanna join them bowling tomorrow. hmm i dont noe yet if i wanna go cz i always bgn ahir. 11ish.. 12ish.. 1ish.. 2ish.. heheh. if i go il bring mez. but mez worried over the same thing too. hehehe lazy bum-bum we are.

huh… ku mentel pun sal baby ash is so lagging! bri garam hati bnr. yth kn d ubati anie nie esok. bwahahaha. ow~~ im gonna miss my msn n friendster~~ esp buluging. hehehe

hey.. make it worth while.. esok kali ah aku start nada baby ash so.. buluging tah bnr2. haha hmm thinking wanna change my blogging site. p.. im very used to friendster’s…. so addicted to it. liat la ah.. heheh if kamu jrg or nda receive g notification blog ku.. ah.. pindah tah ku tu udah. which, will make u ppl happy cz u ppl dont have to see n delete it arah mail kamu. huhuhu awesome~~~

siuk jua ah skali skala dgr lgu seperti linkin park, korn, nirvana, simple plan anie. enjoying it. tdi aku dgr lagu shawty balik2. sanak ku plg. hahahaha talo.. n tadi ku kan blog lyric nya p lag tah ja yth ku mentel jua. huh. lagu indon pun aku sasax tadi dgr. wtf those songs are. (elehh skali nya.. mlm anie jua kali saja mndgr rock :P)

oh.. aint it funny that when im not around they will be "online" and not "away"? or any other way? waddaya think? coincidence~~? haha. sucker eh. fucker. huhu sorry~ im just very in the mood to curse semua org.

wat else.. ashwol eh. haha apakan nina anie. heh. saja bah. i dont have anything to blog g.. cant think any.. MUN ADA KAN KU BULUG ADA KU BULUGING LAGI. BWAHAHAH. bah. im outta here u suckers. no offence.

hee.. buluging~~ miss sehari. semlm kan p aku tetdur awal~ b4 12am. whoa.. can u believe it? haha CONFIRMED ESOK HRM. nah. in caps. bth bah nunggu resit hrm ah balik2 ku blog sal atu aritu.

hmm.. its been in my mind. i just gotta make it clear~

the reason i added u back, was because i feel guilty for deleting u.. and u are the used to be special one in here. and it feels incomplete without u too, because everybody is here. i dont expect u to talk to me first, i had no intention to talk either. i dont expect we will conversate, i had no intention to started it all again too. so please dont think that i added u back is because of i want to get back. as in u or anybody who noes, noe what i meant. thank u.. for being understanding n not caring.

okeh back to resit. accounting will be time2 attachment. did i mention dh kh? ehe.. ntah. feel glad that i dont have to choose cash flow cz daym.. i dont know how to do it. payah wa cash flow. hmm~

uu.. we had our sungkai at escapade gdg tadi. it was very fulling. haha apakans. me, ady, mez n sai. too bad we didnt take a pic of us. but i sure did took the pic of.. of.. apa ah? haha of what’s left!

clear kah pic nie? sorry if nda~

burrpp! alhamdulillah.. haha brapa punya byk piring la~~ hehe after ku gmbar anie ada g one dish came. gila eh.. 10 dishes wa. ada lagi la.. yg patut dtg, nda dtg2. yg nda kmi order2 plg ada dtg. p kami mkn jua. hahahah n we calculate wa awal2.. it should hv been around $70. tpi brapa nah saja? $54 plus. n brapa ja kmi byr? $48 plus. hehe first time tah ku pkai headstart. hahaha. beguna jua ah time2 catu atu pkai card atu. biasanya ku mls. hahaha. c sai surrender dlu nda mau mkn d escapade g. ye la tu sai~ syg pun surrender. haha eventhou ia very japanese food lover atu~ me n mez mcm c taie mula2 kan mkn byk2, kira kan vacuum, haha p nda jua. guys yg vacuum. hahahaha LOL. fuu.. very very fulled. then we lepak jap d bndar tmpat juniors bjual. mmbawa c sai ah. hehe. 2nd time i went there. klmarin n tadi. hmm siuk usul drg atu. mcm.. gathered wa.. outside skul. do activities together2.. stay smpai mlm together2.. ramai2. its fun to remember. good times or maybe bad but still, its togetherness. envy me ckit. i like that kind of surrounding/environment/togetherness. *majal*

eh ku suka lagu shawty wa from piles ft. t.pain. so cooly~~~ apakan. ntah aku suka wa ya te "shawty2" atu. i mean, i am niNzBabE(*) shawty~ hehehe ngambang. the lyrics capy2 plg. il blog it nanti if teingat ehe. shawwtyyy~~ yun’s shawty song lawa jua.. same person t.pain but diff title, shawty buy u a drank kah? that lawa jua melody nya gnya… ia n ahems punya lagu. bwahahaha. mls th ku i dont steal ur song so dont eva tink of stealing my shawty song! haha gila. nada deh. jokin babe. mwahs.

huu.. its 1:23am. kan mandi dulu. heh ahir~ n then if rajin i wanna do the bug. aka logbug (BP log book). aha. apa-apaan if rajin. ESOK LAST ANTAR KALI AHH.. i hate bug. haha.

toodles peeps.

posa jgn tak posa!

sampat bah

bah eh

hehe

*mwahs*

out.

3 days straight blogging.. wuuhuu i just.. wanna talk. wanna let it out. haha wats to not let it out?

hehehe bth ku away~ aku tu kan kluar bilik jap then tlalai ceta2 wv mum n mimi. i was playing wv baby baz jua c blabih ah. i was sending ady kluar ya kan balik, skali baz in her walker ngintu2 arahku minta angkat. aku angkat baz la tarus dari walker nya bawa ia kluar n say bye-bye arah angah aka abg encemz nya. prasan eh. haha. anyway, the story was, after masuk rmh balik, aku kn simpan la ia d walker nya ah.. n u noe watt….. nda ia mau masuk d dlm walker nya ah. first time ku mliat ia ngusuttt nda mau masuk sna. boring th ya tu sangal~~ eee geramku c blabih ah. gigit krg. pandai th memilih sdh. eeeeee lum ku prnah post pic nya ah.. nanti tah. n tdi ku balik skul, aku bawa ya main jap, then ku kan naik, nangis ya. eeeeee c manja nie. geramku blabih. hahaha aku apalagi. andang penyaya #1 d rmh ku buat ia nangis la. bwahahaha as in aku bawa main la n such anie msih ya bgn ah. im in my mum’s room. pindah online cnie. mum alum tdur jua. biasa. jenis bjga. aku pun bejga. like mum, like daughter. heheh yth kan, bising baz ah msa nie baby talkin’ *gagagugu*

ah ku tlalai ceta wv mum n mimi nie.. ehe *shy* (daa) mum was commenting ulah baz kan sma mcm aku. nda mau teranah. bwahah! biasa ja~~ n u wont believe this but im the naughtiest child in the house time damit2 compare to my other siblings! pacah eh. hahaha. LOL sja tadi. mum said aku jenis bjga… nda pndai teranah, nda stay in bed, ngacau2 brg, jln2 in the room or just playing wv my play things.. kna takutkan apa2 pun nda ku takut nya mum n mum will wait for me til aku tdur.. wv sleepy2 eye.. til 2-3am tu..  hmm.. sian mamaku kan? *sniff*so noty of me* heh.. n tempat ku slalu hide dari org kedapatan was blakang krusi2 d living room. hehe n msa d spore, aku slalu kana cari arah sorta funland cz aku slalu ilang~ smpai ada wa aku naik apa tu.. kuda yg pusing2 tu bah.. (i forgot heh) bisai nie kan kna gmbar.. skali apa nah d gmbar ah? gmbar nmpak pampers/panty kan turun dari mainan atu! hahaha pacah eh. nda pndai teranah bah. then msa damit aku jhat aku slalu cubit kuat2 n tarik rmbut kwn2 bapaku. :D ya ya ya

ehems.. u noe. i nvr tot of it until yuni sed it to me. nda.. tadi me mez n yun in the car at the skul parking lot ceta2. skali yuni mbil this cd of mine n sed,

yun: LATINGZZZZZ, cd apa nie?

ninz: oh.. hmm.. lagu indon tu smua, slow.. dri (my friend)

yun psg the cd n dgr : he dedicate this songs to u?

ninz: mm.. (thinking), ntah ah.. i nvr tot of it. nda kali eh.

then my mind start wondering~~ ehe. naah.. cudnt be.. i minta lagu2 indon bh tu cz ia ada byk, skali he gave me 2 cds.. 1 mp3 n 1 that song cd n he named it LATINGZZZZZ. ehe. used to call me that. n still, kali.. if i ever chat wv him lagi. hehe he seems busy n so do i. busy wv own lifes. *smile.. past old sweet story*

i feel diff for outbursting something the other day
i mean.. it just came out
from this sorta.used.to.be.broken.heart.
i dont wanna bug in anymore okay..
you wv your life, n me wv mine they say
i wanted to grab that happy moments n fin the play
but something is pulling me back to stay..
shit.
oh no. dont curse
cz its not worth it anyway..
for him that worth everything u say..

i remembered the time when u did that to me,
but u were the one who approach me back
n now i did that to u..
i didnt do anything. I DIDNT DO ANYTHING.
not even getting u back, or
asking what i should asked at the first place
before everything goes this so cold ways
sigh.. but, lets not get carried away..
sed to myself, dont blame urself.. much.
cz maybe it doesnt bother that guy a bit
im crazy to say that
but yes, n as i sed,
in the end..
it
doesnt
even
matter..

so y are u still talking abt it nina missy~?
oh no.. im going to start another outburst.
*shut up ninz*
n think of that happy moments
..that will be comin’ *smile..*

is tired. feel like i dont wanna go to skul tomoro. oh i mean, later~ but maybe if jadi, we resit that hrm later. hm~ n i just found out tadi accounting postponed to tues. lum revise for it jua. hah. ki** my a**! i never revise awal2 jua. sigh. less than 20mins to 2am… baru jua masuk bilik. tadi bks dgnkn mum pyp brg kuih. plus my brg cookies too. cookies cookies cookies~ coOkie mOnster is back!hehe.. i tot that this year’s order nda byk.. (which, is okay for me jua cz i have attachment atu bah) p its increasing days by days. alhamdulillah la jua mm.. lum plg mengalah kan last year’s.. last year atu byk order eh.. time2 attachment tu.. trasa eh ngalih brabis. klu time skulah dpt la ku escape/miss skul mcm last 2 years p anie.. pyh eh. siuk plg jua bcz in the end u got moola$ kaching$$$ hehe 2 reasons to stay put, one: i love baking cookies (passionate nya dlm subject Enterprise Planning atu ;p) n two: its money baby~ kaching$ kaching$. haha gila duit tah bnr. org Business School kna ucap org2 gila duit. hehe. n awu im born as a big spender. that is why i love making money so that i can have my own money in my hip pocket n spend spend spend. panat. plus it feels good when ur customers are happy n feel satisfied with ur products, or kuih, as in the coOkies. its only $12 per box. sapa mau order atu baik tah gtau awal. usually i dont limit plg as in nada due date ordering.. p anie.. might be.. ntah ah.. liat la dlu n u noe.. smpai raya ke-3 last year aku buat cookies ada org order. heheh. n im all for it. im not that desperate plg, my nini is staying wv us right now n i had to stay at home that raya ke-3 jaga my nini (n mls beraya jua), so~ daripada liat tv or msn *Ahems* baik tah ku buat cookies. kan?  hehehe so friends, order jgn tak order that Crispy Chocolate Cookies. aka, as my mum’s friends usually call, Cookie niNa. haha.

enough cookiesin or shall i say kukysin? ehe. ah.. sweet ol’ days when someone used to call me that. just cute. *keep it aside nina*

mm.. i was going to say something but hmm.. i forgot! ala.. biasa c nina. hmm.. parut ku sakit. gastric kali. aiyaa happened 2 kali dah time puasa nie. my head paning ckit jua. mm.. i dont eat mucho2 time puasa nie as i used to previous2 year puasa. tak tau ler i kenape~ nda beliur~ bz wv skul stuffs brabis kali, yatah.

uuuu~~ yesh. i was viewing khal’s blog then i clicked on "other blogs" kh (mcm tukar nya jua cz now its "simpur - blogging nation". bwahahaha. im not stalking u anyway just want to be confirmed ah yth kan.. it lead me to this http://www.dst-group.com/simpur/blogs/index.htm . like, wow, i never tot brunei have that many bloggers! aha kuno aku ah. nvrtheless, i check la yg siuk2 usulnya nama blog nya. hehe. then i checked jua one of the ’shopping’ blogs. uuu~ they ada advertise this brunei online silver jewellery company. okay maybe kamu tau sdh, p aku alum waa! so let me story ckit.

the name is BEJEWELLED. The Unique Jewelry Collection Shop. BEJEWELLED is a online silver jewelry store in Brunei. they offer an extensive range of unique and contemporary sterling silver with semi-precious stones. they also offer FREE delivery to your doorstep at all districts in Brunei, except Temburong. they even have rugged n cool designs rings for the guys. i told mez, gila lawa2 bnr n said i wanna buy n have it nanti. skali apanah? ingatkan aku yg bnr2 mau, skali hahaha ya ta plg bah bnr2 anie. hehe te-sh*t2 g kami tu sal lawa wa design2 nya. WE SURE GONNA BUY N HAVE IT NANTI, kan mez? hehehe so.. ppl, are u a 925 lover? if so, click this http://www.bejewelled.makeswebsites.com

hmm.. less than 4hrs to go to skul~~~~ boring a bit~ if nda psl hrm n hints, maybe aku malas dtg. oh, log book jua. daym~

bah im off. kan sahur. *yawns*

ahh… ckit g siap report tnggu send arh tha boss. pheww.. nvr tot compiling kraja wud be that hard… huhuhu tiring! very very tiring. p its fun thou ckit. n dpt jua experience ckit. haha. cz slama anie org lain yg compile. prnah plg compile some works p not like this many many pages. hehe so freshie. sakit bah punggung nie duduk2 sja dri semlm. i didnt go to sleep lasnite sal… i dont want to n ingau la jua. huhu skali tdi drive balik skul i was soo sleepy. huhu alhamdulillah nada papa. cz aku tesleep 2-3sc. sheesh. nasib baik nada keta wah sebalah. jauh palis. nda plg… tesasar ckit la sja.. skali after antar mez, srh yuni drive. skali smpai rmh, pengsanku trus tdur n minta excuse nda msak today arh mama. srh bali brg ja. ehe. im soo damn tired n weak. bnrr.

ehe.. i msn wv yuni tdi n haha i said something like this "..i will always heart u. no matter wat. no matter how. no matter where. ul always be apart of me…" haha then yuni ws like "ouch! mcm kna tampar durian!" haha. its true. eh p not for her la. hahaha. crazy. oh.. u noe.. that song ‘love to be loved by you’ by marc terenzi.. is lawa. *smiles..* …can you take my hand and lead me from here please…

I can’t believe I’m standing here
Been waiting for so many years and
Today I found the Queen to reign my heart
You changed my live so patiently
And turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams
There are questions hard to answer
Can’t you see…

Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you!

Your looking kind of scared right now
Your waiting for the wedding vows
But I don’t know if my tongue’s able to talk
Your beauty is just blinding me
Like sunbeams on a summer stream and
I gotta close my eyes to protect me
Can you take my hand and lead me
From here please yeah…yeah…

I know they gonna say our love’s not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that we’ll give up because of any weather
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent
We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong…

Yes I love to be loved by you

ey.. wats the meaning of it.. when ure touched wv some songs.. n coincidence saja tedgr d radio or when u go out shoppin n they played that song?? or andang those songs hitz msa tu yth kedangaran saja. haha. hmm… coincidence… who noes kan.. not marc terenzi song nie la.. its that taufik batisah n romance. yg dulu2 nya aku nda minat, jdi minat ah. ehe. balik2 ku post ah ada nama this 2 songs d previous2 post. prasanku. :p

n a coincidence happened lagi today.. both of ours said, there are three sides to every story: their side, your side, and the truth. isnt it amazing? wicked. aha. does it mean anything? or just.. nothing? hehe. batah2 nie i dont check plg g but then gatal th hati kn mencheck tdi. n it comes out just so fine. *smiles…* oh.. ninz.. forget it.. it probably means nothing. ~~

ehe.. mm.. sometimes i just smile sorang2.. u crazy ninz? of cz not! ehe. smpai c yuni nagur hari tu d skulah aku buat assignment senyum2. atu kan stressful mmbuat patutnya. smpai tdi bah ungkit nya. aha. panat ko yun. oops. nda deh ;p u wanna noe apa i smile kan? teehee.. secret! for me to noe.. just be glad that its not worst.. just worse.

now i remember that tv joke in class.  aku bkn liat jenis tv n aku bkn jenis liat tv. hehe. aku mixed up bah tu ckp the first one.. yth ku lurus kan. p nya mez, sama ja ertinya. which for me n yuni, not. hehehe we had fun thou kan strawberry, lemonberry n raspberry? adeh mau th jua d sabut namanya last atu

ooh.. i just noe that mez kan bca this blog. hi mez~~ *wave* hehe thnx for helping my report. bwahahah. cyg u~ n cyg yuni~ nyamal ya krg. hehe

bah im done. hehe i just gotta send that report tonite supaya nada kan d pkir2 kan g. aaaaaaaa hrm is postpone to monday~~~~~ p baik jua la sal aku alum prepare tdi. gnya.. betamu wa dgn resit accounting on monday~~~~~~~ mijah~~~~~~~ jadi at my sis-in-law?? haha u said it out loud klmarin in class. calii. ;p

sometimes too many coincidences makes me wanna feel alive.. makes me want to dream on more.. n be in my own world. like me n the two berries used to say. but i wake up myself from dreaming on more n come back to my senses, to the path chose.

something wrong wv path chose? something is missing? its just not a right sentence.. right? yeah.. n i dont wish to correct it.

a blog that can only be understand by me. the tales of that lost ~ . the end.